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[16 Aug 2005|04:49pm] |
im returning to my original name,i really missed this.
so if you had me as a friend on aperfects0nnet,or hailcarlyelaine,i suggest you bring yourself over hurr.
I GAWN TEAR IT IN IN HURR
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| And some piece of mind Whatever just as long as I don't feel so desparate |
[30 Jan 2005|02:17pm] |
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Is it weird that the place that makes things make sense is my bathroom?
like..i sit in my bathtub or on the pot and think....its the only place where i know people cant get mad at me for locking the door for a long time.i think too much.i need to quit.
GOSH CARLY!
is it okay to hate yourself??
Emily,and Cari are coming over next weekend,so Cari...dont plan anything...hopefully Caton could come too.he's cool.
me and Lindsey are going to die :D
wewt.
♥
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| CARI IS CUTE! |
[30 Jan 2005|08:34am] |
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So like...i asked mom if cari AND caton sould some...she said 'maybe' and "maybe's" mean 'yes'...so Cari...i need to talk to you after chruch..yeah...SHOVE IT UP YR ASS!...that was uncalled for.
anywho...
im always the first one ready for chruch..im wear my KILLER pants..and my puink button up...and a las vegas belt..(CRAGUN!)..andddd,some weird boots.my pants really are KILLER.if you wanna get inside my pants..YOU HAVE TO GO THRU MY KILLER PANTS FIRST!(already killed 3 victims)...
i need to shut up now..but anywho...GTA IS KILLER!
stealing is bad.
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| blue skies..and those days you felt alive |
[29 Jan 2005|09:34pm] |
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Me and Amy went out with Josh,Alex,and Phee.we went to wal mart,goodies(i got new jeans ans a pink floyd(d?)shirt),we also went to office max..the ladie told us to "move on".. : |
anywho...
i want to do something with Cari and Caton tommorrow.
comment Cari,COMMENT YOU BITCH!(only keeding,your not a bitch)
GAHHHH im bored.
mom wont let me have guy-friends..like casual guy friends..she was like 'you like him like a boyfriend,YOU WANT HIM!',im like...'yeah you should know'..it pisses me off to no extent.
thats why i want to do somwthing with CARI AND CATON!!PARTAY!
-_- ...anywho...maybe we can go to Caris house..or someone can take us to the movies...CALL ME,COMMENT,OR GET ONLINE,CARI!!!
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| bop a de bop de dooo |
[29 Jan 2005|11:43am] |
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i might go to the mall today..who wants to go?
COMMENT BITCHES!!!
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| spare me just 3 last wrods 'i love you' is all she heard |
[28 Jan 2005|05:18pm] |
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hm..i went to wal mart today...then goodys i got....
:new pants
:new pants that are too smal;
:a shirt
:a shirt
:i think another shirt..
:and..a skirt
:chapstick
:new volumizing mascara
:grey eye shadow
:new black CDs
i think thats is....
but after wal mart we went to go pick Amy up...I SAW CATON AND NIK!!!
mommy likes caton..cause hes going to be a homeschooler (=
hehe..but yeah..i liked my day pretty good.
i downloaded kazaa today...YESSS.i ahve rage and slipknot songs downloading
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| FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK |
[28 Jan 2005|08:24am] |
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Okay so...who said it was so wrong to have a friend whom happens to be a boy at the age of mine?IM FUCKING NOT GOING TO HAVE FUCKING SEX WITH EVERYONE I DAMN MEET!my moms like 'you cant HANG OUT with boys until your 14'..im like 'fuck you'...
SHE WONT LET ME GO FUCKING ANYWHERE!!!!!GODDDDDDDDDD!
I CANT GO ANYWHERE TO NIGHT..CANT GO AYWHERE SATURDAY NIGHT...GUESS WHAT!?!!?
CANT GO ANYWHERE SUNDAY NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK!!!
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| kyle betrayed me and he lied..tried to hide |
[27 Jan 2005|08:10pm] |
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karate : tenacious d |
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This shows you supports gay marriage...
if you want the code..go to shared_boxers and get it
thats all for now...
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| LOOK IM SO HOT!!!! |
[27 Jan 2005|05:10pm] |
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HECK YEAH!!!my journal is soooo effing hawt...
well,i asked my mom if i could go to the mall tommorrow and actually do something..and get my new pants..she has to be a crackwhore and say no....
i need motivation...someone motivate me..
im bored...un bore me...
im complain to much..oh well,i still have a hott journal
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[27 Jan 2005|10:40am] |
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the boy brushed red living in black and white : underOATH |
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Take the quiz: "Which band are you?(pictures)"
Senses fail
Senses fail
i made a new quiz!!!!
TAKE IT AND LIKE IT!
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| my shadows the only one who walks beside me... |
[27 Jan 2005|08:31am] |
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Okay so,who deosnt own a cell phone who brought back their permission slips.
Anywho...
Thrusday!!!!!Moms coming home today.Im happy.I need new clothes.Yeahhh...Sly-town people are coming this weekend.Caton and me wanted to do something.Maybe he can come over Saturday night=fun fun.Ha.Well,i better be going somewhere tommorrow,or else i'll kill myself.
no keeding.
But anywho...
Do ya'll like my new journal?I like it.Im proud of myself.
So Emily and Tyler broke up,and i can't tell you why \ : ROFLISTIC.
So southern./....
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[26 Jan 2005|07:35pm] |
okay sorry for updating and posting so fucking much....im taking all your friend space up..un-add me if you want.
( positive and negatives )
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| old&&new poems...ima sucky writer...its okay tho |
[26 Jan 2005|07:30pm] |
is there a cure for the broken hearted?
or am i just going to kill myself right now?
i need your drug,addictive,sad and sweet.
i need your love,beautiful,and mean.
i just want to be held,im not asking for much.
i've gone through my life as a loser.
now i feel like the world is on my shoulders.
my life isnt the best.
And,i sing this sweet song for you
and you cant remember who i am.
ex-boyfriends,and 'i hate yous'.
theres no use.
i feel like i cant breath,
with your noose around my neck.
i know i am going to die.
just on the inside.
poetic rage fills my heart.
and one tear falls to the floor.
i think about you,and i smile.
i have 3 words,8 letters,1 meaning.
i love you.
theres nothing i can do.
my bloody heart broke.
mend it all you can.
&&
So you decided to pick up the phone.
I guess who dont like me the why i like you.
But,you have no clue.
I'm dropping hints all night,your still oblivious.
Don't you get it?
I'll get you soon.Not to late till i call you mine.
&&
i need a meaning in life.
theres no reason to live.
everything feels so useless.
havent been out of the house
in a week.i need a meaning in life.
will you be my meaning?
get out of my face,your not entertaining.
i know you try to be,you cant get what you want.
i need a meaning in life.
will you be my meaning?
i need a new scene.
things need to change
im leaving all bad behind.
changing who i used to be.
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[26 Jan 2005|06:54pm] |
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So,i made my journal look prettyful..and i made the avatar..i like it,if you object then i kill you.
( :
Oh,yes...thanks Lindswe..but i like the new system better...i also like my colors.
nothings happening,nothings happened.my life is so.....WHOA.
anywho...
goodbye
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[26 Jan 2005|07:55am] |
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ashlee simpson |
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Take the quiz: "Which Brat Pack movie are you?"
Sixteen Candles
You dont think you get noticed..You insecure..Even tho he does like you.
I MADE THIS QUIZ!!!!TAKE IT AND RATE IT!!!!
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| Backbeat the word is on the street that the fire is your heart is out. |
[26 Jan 2005|07:39am] |
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You know whats weird?
Caton Carroll randomly decides to call me one night...Now he calls me everynight....Its weird,Isn't it?
Yes,oh,so weird.Its cool tho.Caton is a sexy man(ster).
So,thats what i did last night.Talked to Caton.He called and was like 'YOU SHOULD GO ON THE BEACH TRIP WITH THE CHRUCH!!!',And im like 'okay'...\ : haha ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Im supposed to go to lunch with Lindsey today...But i think im gonna go tommorrow,Because of reasons,i Didn't get to talk to hre about it anough last night,That whore wouldn't answer me.) :
You make me cry,Lindswe,You make me cry.
Hm...im bored,i wanna go somewhere tonight.Hahaha,i laugh at myself,i just said i want to do something tonight.PSHT.i have'nt done anything since sunday...havent been out of the Wortham household.Wow.
suckage
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[25 Jan 2005|08:56pm] |
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| Let me borrow your car |
[25 Jan 2005|12:38pm] |
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Save me : Unwritten Law |
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Ahhh.Nothing interesting happens to me.Im almost done with school for the day.I'm kinda getting better at this "Math" thing.I really devilishly hope i don't have to homeschool next year.I'll cry.
Im saving up for a new digital camera.Cause the one i have is lost,and broken.I can't keep up things very well.
I noticed today i hadn't made new year resolutions,so here are some:
1)Go to at least 7 Chelsea football games ,and 4 Middle school games,too.
2)Get 5 new band shrits
3)Be sexy
4)Kiss in the rain(Everyone says its fun,i wanna try)
5)Go to Visionland and punch Chad in the face...Twice
6)Go to school
7)Make a A in "Math".
8)Get 20 CD's
9)Finish learning how to play guitar
10)Beat Halo2 in Heroic
11)To do all of my resolutions
Well,those are my resolutions.Pretty damn lame.Thats okay,i need goals.All i do is sit on my bony butt.
I need a meaning in life.
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